I wrote this to a friend the other day and thought, perhaps he should know. I knew he would be there when I was ready. And he was. My love.
"Life is much bigger and more beautiful than what small bitter people say to you or about you.
Pour your energy into someone new.
Pour your energy into your children.
Pour your energy into yourself…
Everyday on the treadmill I used to say to myself…
My new life that I want is ahead of me, if I can just keep moving forward, inch by inch, step by step, just over the hill it’s there.
I know it.
Am I going to walk? Or am I going to run?
Running was what I needed to focus me, distract me, and exhaust me from digging too deep through the things that didn’t matter,
till I was ready.
Then the moment I was….
he was there…
waiting for me.
And now.. nothing else matters.
Nothing before matters.”